I got a ovation for getting married tonight....I didn't really enjoy it. I mean, why do I deserve applause for getting married. Did I not deserve applause for being single?

A lot of my identity is really wrapped up in being a radical God girl - in a sense being married to God - a crazy nun, per se. When I get all this attention for getting married, I feel like I want to run and be nun girl again. Jim knows this already - nothing new.

It seems it is hard to get so completely knocked out in wedding stuff in such ways that it negates my life before. I am great the way I am, married or not. Single people should start throwing parties every couple years like receptions - fun and non-threatening!

You go single people!